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yp..

u told me that u like kenny and everything's too late ..

but at the same time , u ask me whether if u could still have my love. because u need my love to carry on to be strong and would be nothing without it.

although it's selfish but my answer will be yes.

always yes. because no matter what happens , what u did , I love you.

I'm sorry that i try to help u to sort out u're thoughts hoping that u would live everyday happier .. but in the end of it , make u worry .. sorry..

also sorry that i gave u a impression that i treat everyone around me good which makes u feel that i have little stand in my heart. It's fate that I get to meet with this people thus i cherish them. But most importantly , wherever I treat you good , wo xing le dai zhe de xing qing shi bu yi yang de ( the feelings that i bring along is different ) . It's always that elusive feelings only meant for u that no one can replace. this feelings comes from the most deep and bottom of my heart and it's always protected.

no matter what people says about u. always in my heart , your the ever special you.

here .. wishin that u can take care of your health ( i will t8 care if u don't ) .. and what i always says to u ..

stay happy and rmb jia you jia you ..

yao you yong qi wo ..

bu yao fang qi .. ying wei wo hai mei fang qi ni ..

most important .. i want to add ..

you will alway's be my love ..

nothing i can say to reclaim things .. can't believe we already reach the ending point , knowing we can't go back like the past .. even i would to say ru he ke yi wan liu ( can everything be be back ) ..

seeing u go away from my distance ..

wish u and kenny xing fu ..

zhu fu ni men ..

all the problems solved.. all i can do i've done .. wat left is now ..

everything is really up to you yp..

which step u would wan to take further in life or staying what it is now really is up to u.

it's now how u think ..
I did not blame u as i understand that your mind is still confused ...

take your time bah..

for your happiness i really think that u should give up on all the guys around you ..
even ME.
To me , when u give up on them ..
you won't be tied down by anything and from then slowly stand up and find back yourself ...

picking up the peices edwin had left you and fixing all of them back.

after all these ..

only through these .. when u are back to yourself.. u'll love yourself more ...

and when u learn how to love yourself .. u then really know what is love .

and how to love other people ..

haha.. I'm saying all these after much sobing and hard feelings critical thinking (problem solving module) ..

Yes. I LOVE YOU . but your happiness is more important than my love for you...

when u find happiness it's also my happiness ..

also through these .. u can wake up from your way of thinking .. waking up from your mistakes ..
waking up from everything..

jia you..

and think carefully what u really hope in life and have courage to move on

I'LL still stand by you all these while .....


this is just a summary of what i had to say. too tired to write down so i cut down everything.

jia you for everyone around me too..

gosh. woke up at 11.14 am . been thinking things recently till guess insomia. frankly , i miss school alot , at least there are people to talk to and place to find comfort ad consocelence in.

looking back ..

Noticing the distance between me and yp is drifting apart ..maybe it's because that both parties have the same love ending that one's love is not being treasured by the other party . but it's only the ending that is the same not the process. process wise , i suffer greater than few thousands hurt than anyone including yp.. i did not cause hurt to other people while trying to love somone. I did everything anyone could done and imagine of . and everythings worth it. i really don know how to love her greater.
realising that i still could not forget how much yp and kenny had hurt me through my heart and soul . fooled me in and upside down like a dummy.

hongsheng .. what are u now? ..

I"M SO LOST..

I"M NOT THAT STRONG ANYMORE ..

I'm nothing ..

i could not believe that at such a point of time , despite all that had happen , i'm stilll the one trying to close the distances , making things better. Trying every means to talk to her , fetch her from work but all that standing between us is kenny . Isn't the person suppose to do all these , yp? kenny? .. and everyone pls agree that i'm a fucking stupid and useless person.

It was kenny and yp that had done all these.. i'm suppose to HATE them !! I DON KNOW! I DON KNOW!.. I CAN"T HATE THEM . EVEN Kenny , A friend onlY!! even a simple thing of hating someone i can't even do It well . maybe i never hated a person before or guess hating a person is really tiring..

How do i feel now? I'm just like a fucking dummy. U need to fuck come fuck me and don wan me throw me away. How HANDy , disposable and used.

I try my best every single day , minutes , second telling myself to forget all those pain , miseries and continue wanting to love yp greater each day .. realising that I'm lieing to myself that i've already forgotten all of them ..

Do you realise how much courage i need even at this point of time to take the first step once again to make things better? further more the courage to love someone greater ?! I wan to love you but i cannot do this alone ..

yp i was there when u need me ..

where were u now? do u know a bit of strength that u can give me now can give me the courage to love you greater and maybe 4ever..

I've already used all my courage through all those processes and every single things that happen in your life ..and now ..

This is what left out of me ..

I need you ..

" Interpretation of photo :

Akhbar : " U bloody kuku ..call me alibaba somemore .. "
Victor : " Hey got bus! faster run and take picture "
Alfi : " Holy mama shit .. ruN!.. run!..hahahaS :
Me : " Do rmb to watch the next episode of ... "

" ever wonder y the class has no rats? ..cUz u have US.. gRRr.. meow~ "
" AH RAINIE ! LETS ACT CC (4 guyS ) and OKAY (for gals) .. limited edition pic* "
" Hohoho.. there are old people people in our class 2 .. hmmP "
" DON CHA wish your boyfriend was CUTE as US?! ! "

HahahaS.. hope to take more pic with everyone..

yp i love you ..

hi all ~ back posting .. ermz .. i'm okay i think : ) so dun need worri ..

i really need something ..

Courage ( Yong Qi )

Ai zhen de qu yao yong qi ..

slowly everyday i will try my best to find back all those courage ..

love yp greater everyday , every single minute .. despite all that had happen ..

hahaS.. reformat com and took some pic's .. so .. smiles all bright*

yp ..

no matter how much u have fooled me ..

i dun care anymore .. because i really fall deeply in love with u ..

I .. still will like in the past.. whatever promises i made .. i nv break any of them ..

and here again .. although i had promise u the following ..

i just want to promise u again ..

*I love you ..
*will always stand by u and nv to leave you ..
always by your side to give u ..
~courage
~strength
~comfort

that u need to fight all the obstacles ahead of your life..
*be there to protect you ..
*there to understand you ..
*be your pillar that never falls ..
*always be your resting shoulder ..
*To shine the light of hope for you ..

Wishin to tell you ..
that you are my everything
n
and every single peice of me is you.

only you.

yp .. no matter what happens .. no matter what you had did to me .. i will still love you

because you will always be my love.

for now , it's another opening of a chapter ..

where my love for you had reach to a greater stage ..

the "dada" stage you mention ..

haha .. funny ba why i will still like this ..

because my love for you had fallen so deep and could nv take it back ..

i know i love you and I just listen to what my heart says and will follow what it says ..

I will jia you .. won give up ..

it's forever you ...

JiA YOU hS!..

feel like run away ..

away where people can no longer find me ..

hoping i could disappear ..

sunday.. i almost end my life.. end my useless stupid life..

i know it's stupid for many people.. but i'm still going to love her and protect her ..everything like in the past for her even this result had been ..

kick me far .. kick me away... my friends? are they?.. choosing to leave me..

everyones selfish.. even she..

love is selfish? .. love is just base on a simple thing : feelings? .. and then follow blindly..

what is happiness? .. who am i now ? ...

i've been drown .. drown my love and nv could step up to reality again..

dun feel like writing anymore or in the first place but to just entertain some ppl that cares about me ..

my feelings and everything in me now .. is so intense .. confuse..chaotic.. sadness.. so many of such .. only a strand of happiness and this happiness is what i lied to myself it will be..

no words could explain how i feel ..